THE FIRST , BLOG " 1 "
ABOUT MYSELF :
” MY FATHER LATE Mr. RAM PRAKASH GUPTA STUDIED LLB BUT NEVER PRACTISED LAW, THIS MIGHT BE A REASON THAT HE KEPT HIMSELF ALWAYS AWAY FROM WRONGFUL DEEDS AND HE WAS MY SECOND INSPIRATION AFTER MY MATERNAL GRANDFATHER LATE Mr. JAGDISH PRASAD SHARMA WHO EVEN WITHOUT STUDYING LAW KEPT HIMSELF AWAY FROM WRONGFUL DEEDS”
I HAVE NOT YET SEEN A GOOD LAWYER/ADVOCATE, NOT BECAUSE THE ONES WHOM I CONTACTED WERE AMONGST THE BASTARD CLAN, WHOM DO I CALL ” INSAAF KE DALAAL “.
NARENDRA DAMODARDAS MODI IN HIS ELECTION RALLY IN FRONT OF LIVE AS WELL AS DIGITAL SPECTATORS PROMISED A SUM OF 15-20 LAKHS INR TO EACH INDIAN CITIZEN AFTER GETTING BACK ALL OF THE BLACK MONEY HIDDEN IN FOREIGN BANK ACCOUNT, BUT NO FUCKING BASTARD DARED TO GO TO SUPREME COURT OF INDIA AND CHALLENGE HIM TILL DATE WHO IS NOW ABOUT TO COMPLETE HIS SECOND TERM OF PRIME MINISTERIALSHIP, THE ONE WHO’S VISA WAS ONCE CANCELLED FOR VISITING UNITED STATES BECAUSE OF BEING INDULGED IN COMMUNAL WARFARE.
I DO CHANT ” AUM HLEEM VAGLAMUKHI, NARENDRA DAMODARDAS MODI VAACHAM MUKHAM PADAM STAMBHAY JIVHAAM KEELAY BUDDHIM VINAASHAY HLEEM AUM SWAAHA “
I HAD ALSO PERFORMED HIS MAARAN PRAYOG VIA VEDIC/SATVIK TECHNIQUE(GEETA PRESS VAGLAMUKHI BOOK PURCHASED BY MY MATERNAL GRANDFATHER) BY PERFORMING HOMA BY USING A FIRE ALTAR AND OFFERING BLACK PEPPER, CLOVES AND BAY LEAVES WITH COW’S CLARIFIED BUTTER THREE TIMES.
MY ENERGIES/ANGER INCREASED TO AN EXTENT THAT I FOUGHT WITH ONE RASCAL OF HIMACHAL PRADESH, WHO DID CAME TO FIGHT WITH ME WITH TWO OTHER RASCALS, SINCE I AM THE ONLY ONE IN MY FAMILY WITH A RESPONSIBILTY OF A MOTHER, I DID CALMED MY ANGER.
AFTER THAT I DECIDED TO FIRST BECOME COMPETENT ENOUGH TO FIGHT WITH ATLEAST 20 RASCALS, LEFT THE PLACE, LEFT MY MOTHER IN AN OLD AGE HOME IN DEHRADUN AND WENT TO SOUTH INDIAFOR LEARNING THE DEADLIEST ART FOR KILLING THE OPPONENT ” KALARIPAYATTU ” AS PER MY KNOWLEDGE.
BUT THOSE BASTARDS GIFTED ME BACK PAIN.
IN 33 YEARS OF MY LIFE I NEVER HAD THAT MUCH BACK PAIN EVEN DOING ACTS FROM CLIMBING TREES TO PRACISING GOSUKO RYU KARATE FOR THREE YEARS IN MY COLLEGE DAYS.
KABHI KABHI LAGTA HAI KI SIKHANE KA MOOD HI NAHI THA KYUNKI SEEKH JATA TO KAAFI ZYAADA KHATARNAAK HO JATA MAIN.
PEHLE LOGON KO DARR LAGTA THA KI KAHIN YEH MANTRA JAP KAR YA HAWAN KAR KAR YA CANDLE GAZING KAR KAR HUME NA MAAR DE, VO LOG JINKI AANKHEIN KHULI HUI HAI OR THE BASTARDS OF INFINITE DEGREE, JINHEIN MOUT SE DAR LAGTA HAI.
MUJHE NAHI LAGTA, BAS PRECAUTION RAKHTA HOON KYUNKI ONLY MOTHER KI RESPONSIBILITY HAI.
MOTHER KI DEATH KE BAAD , NA HAWAN KARUNGA NA KHOON KHARABA, BAS EK SAAF SUTHRA SHAMSHAAN BANAUNGA, FIR KOI MARE TO THEEK NAHI TO MARE HUE JAANWAROON KI CHITA PAR HI HAWAN KAR LIYA KARUNGA.
TAAMSIK MAARAN WALA HAWAN KARNA MUJHE AATA HAI, BHAANG(ORAL CANNABIS) MEIN DHUT HOKAR EK ARTICLE MEIN PADHA THA AUR SAHI LAGA MUJHE.
MERE HAWAN, MANTRA JAAP, CANDLE GAZING SE MERE DUSHMANO KO KUCH NUKSAAN HOTA HAI YA NAHI, MUJHE NAI PATA BUT , JAB MAIN KARTA HOON TO MERI AATMA KO ACHCHA LAGTA HAI KI ATLEAST MAINE APNE DUSHMANO K AGAINST KUCH KIYA TO.
AJIT BABY VADAKAYIL NEIN BHI BATAYA THA USKE BLOG MEIN, VOBHI TRY KIYA, GYAAN MEIN HAR JAGAH SE LE LETA HOON FIR VO DUSHMAN HI KYUN NA HO.
USNE USKE BLOG MEIN NEGATIVE REIKI/SCALAR WAVES APNE DUSHMAN TAK DIRECT KARNE KE LIYE LEFT AUR RIGHT HEMISPHERE KO BALANCE KARNA PADTA HAI, SCIENTIFICALLY SOCHNE PAR BHI BAAT SAHI LAGI MUJHE.
MERE LIYE YEH MUSHKIL THA, BECAUSE THAT STATE IS NOT VERY EASY TO ATTAIN BUT JAB MAIN McLEODGANJ GAYA AUR JAB MANIE HATH MEIN MALA LIYA BHAINS JAISE, SAAND JAISE HATTE KATTE BUDDHIST MONKS KO MAANS KHAATE HUE DEKHA, TAB SAMAJH MEIN AAYA KI SHAREER BANANA/BODY BUILDING TO INCREASE PHYSICAL STRENGTH KITNA IMPORTANT HAI AUR SAATH MEIN AGAR US SHAREER KO BALANCE MEIN KAR LIYA VIA MEDITATION, TO GUSSE MEIN(AFTER TAKING IN THE DEADLY SPIRIT OR INVOKING(DOWNLOADING FROM BRAHMAN) EK MAALA SE HI DUSMAN KA DIMAG KHARAAB HO SAKTA HAI.
BAAKI MOUT TO MOIYYAN(INEVITABLE) HAI, SABKO AANI HI HAI.
ABOUT MYSELF(CHILDHOOD),
I AM AN INTROVERT, EMPATH, SUICIDAL SINCE CHILDHOOD.
SUICIDAL- BAAP MAARTA PEET TA THA AUR GHAR SE BAAHAR NIKALNE KI DHAMKI DETA THA, ISLIYE SUICIDAL SINCE CHILDHOOD~5th YEAR OF MY INCEPTION SINCE WHEN I KEEP REMEMBERING THINGS.
BAAP NE BACHPAN MEIN HI “KALKI AVATAR” KI KAHAANI SUNA DI THI, ISLIYE BACHPAN SE HI TAPASYA KARNE MEIN INTEREST TO THA HI BUT “SHAKTIMAN” NAAM KE CHOOTIYA SERIAL NEIN KUNDALINI JAGRAT KARNE KA SUJHAV DIYA.
GAYATRI MANTRA PADHKAR STRONG INTENT KE SATH AGAR KISI TINKE KO BHI FENK DIYA TO BHRAMMASTRA BAN JATA HAI “TINKA” RAMANAND SAGAR KE “MAHABHARAT” AUR “KRISHNA” NE SIKHANE KI KOSHISH KARI.
DOORDARSHAN KI EK DOCUMENTARY MEIN DIKHAYA KI AGAR KHOPDE/BRAIN KO CONTROL KAR LIYA AUR SOCH LIYA KI SHAREER KA KOI PART HAI HI NAHI, TO US PART PAR SUI CHUBHAO YA KAAT DALO KOI FARK NAHI PADTA BUT YEH NAHI BATAYA KI US STATE KO ACHIEVE KARNE KE LIYE BUDDHIST MONKS APNI LIFE LAGA DETE HAIN.
THE GREAT EXPERIMENT NAAM KE SERIAL NE BATAYA KI KISI BHI INSAAN KI AATMA SE BAAT KAR SAKTE HAI AUR KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM GAIN KAR SAKTE HAIN.
CLASS TENTH KI SCIENCE KI NCERT MEIN LIKHA THA KI ” VIRUS IS THE CONNECTING LINK BETWEEN THE LIVING AND THE DEAD “, BADE HOKAR PATA CHALA KI ” SPIRITUAL BRIDGE/FOURTH(4) DIMENSION IS THE CONNECTING LINK BETWEEN THE LIVING AND THE DEAD “
SINCE CHILDHOOD, I WAS FOND OF LADY LOVE, SINCE NURSERY.
I DID NOT HAVE ANY BROTHER OR SISTER, I DIDNOT EVEN LIKE ANY OF MY RELATIVES FROM PATERNAL SIDE OR MY FATHERS FRIENDS VISITING MY HOME, I FELT UNCOMFORTABLE, SINCE MY FATHER WAS IN BSNL AND DUE TO TRANSFERS AND PROMOTIONS, WE USUALLY CHANGED OUR PLACES OF RESIDENCE SO I DIDNOT MANAGE TO EVEN MAKE ANY FRIENDS.
THERE WERE A VERY FEW PEOPLE ALONGWITH WHOM I FELT COMFORTABLE.
JO BACHE KUCHE 2-3 DOST THE, UNSE BHI DUSHMANI HO GAYI AFTER GETTING SPIRITUALLY ACTIVE AT 27th YEAR OF MY INCEPTION INTO PHYSICAL REALITY.
AS FAR AS QUALITY FRIENDSHIP IS CONCERNED, EITHER IT CAN BE GAINED IN CHILDHOOD OR IN THE INFLUENCE OF SUBSTANCES WHICH CAN GIVE HIGH.
I OFTEN CONSUMED SUCH SUSTANCES ALONE.
MY RELIGIOUS STATUS SINCE CHILDHOOD :
NEITHER OF MY PARENTS ASKED ME TO WORSHIP OR BECOME DEVOTEE OF ANY GOD/GODESSES, JUST BECAUSE MY FATHER WAS A THEIST AND EVERY OUTING OR PICNIC WAS PLANNED ON A PLACE OF TAPAS OF ANY HINDU MONK BE IT HARIT RISHI, GAUTAM RISHI AND MANY MORE, UDAIPUR CITY, RAJASTHAN, MY BIRTHPLACE HAD MANY SCENIC NATURAL BEAUTY HOTSPOTS VIZ GAUTAMESHWAR MAHAVEV, JHAMESHWAR MAHADEV, UBHESHWAR MAHADEV, KUNDESHWAR MAHADEV, KUKDESHWAR MAHADEV, NANDESHWAR MAHADEV, EKLINGNATH, BAPPA RAWAL DAM, SHRINATH’S NATHDWARA, GUPTESHWAR MAHADEV, NEEMUCH MATA AND MANY MORE, IN CHILDHOOD I USE TO JOIN HANDS BEFORE THE DEITY, CHANT OM NAMAH SHIVAY MENTALLY, RINGING GHANTA’S AND COME BACK, I NEVER ASKED ANYTHING FROM ANY DEITY.
THE ONLY PLACE I REMENBER GOD WAS DURING EXAMINATION IN SCHOOL, I USED TO CHANT GAYATRI MANTRA AND START THE PAPER, SOMETIME I ALSO USE TO DRAW ” AUM “.
BE IT ANY DEITIES TEMPLE, I USED TO CHANT ” AUM NAMAH SHIVAY “, SOMETIMES I DO ALSO CHANT GAYATRI MANTRA.
I AM CHANTING THESE TWO MANTRAS SINCE THE TIME I STARTED SPEAKING.
MY FATHER EVERYDAY IN MY HOME USE TO DO PUJA AND HE USE TO SING CHANDRASHEKHAR ASHTAKAM, RUDRASHTAKAM IN MEWARI & HANUMAN CHALISA IN AWADHI TO DISTURB MY SLEEP, HIS GURU TOLD HIM TO CHANT THE MEWARI VERSION, GOD KNOWS WHY.
BECAUSE OF HIS CHANTS, PORTIONS OF THESE SONGS GOT EMBEDDED IN MY PERMANENT MEMORY.
THE FIRST TIME I WENT TO A TEMPLE TO GET SOMETHING IN RETURN WAS WHEN I WAS IN LOVE WITH A BENGALI BRAHMIN BITCH IN DHANBAD CITY, JHARKHAND.
A HANUMAN TEMPLE NEAR MY RESIDENCE.
I CONTACTED TWO TANTRIKS WHEN THE BITCH REFUSED THAT SHE LOVED ME AND WAS GOING TO MARRY A BENGALI SUWAR.
BOTH OF THEM PROMISED ME THAT THEY WOULD GET HER BACK TO ME, ONE WAS A SINDHI FROM JAIPUR “LOVEGURUKARAN.COM” AND OTHER A TANTRIK FROM GAYA “RAJESH KUMAR MISHRA “, AFTER I CAME TO KNOW ABOUT THE BENGALI SUWAR , I EVEN TOLD MISHRA TO GET HER COMPLETELY AWAY FROM MY MIND, BUT HE FAILED.
STORIES RELATED TO MY LOVE LIFE CAN BE READ IN MY PERSONAL BLOG LINKS OF WHICH ARE GIVEN BELOW.
MY CHANTING OF VAGLAMUKHI MANTRA STARTED BECAUSE OF THE BITCHES WHO ENTERED IN MY LIFE AS LOVE AND EXIT AS ENEMIES.
“SUMMARY OF LOVE LIFE” , “AFTER EFFECTS OF LOVE“
MY LOVE LIFE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR MY DOWNFALL IN PHYSICAL REALITY( EXISTENCIAL CRISIS, SOCIETAL PRECENCE & FINANCE .
READING ABOUT MY LOVE LIFE IS ESSENTIAL TO KNOW, WHY I STARTED DRINKING ETHANOL, WHY I SATRTED VISITING BROTHELS, WHY I STARTED CHANTING MANTRAS AND LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST WHY I STARTED COMMITING SUICIDES, OFCOURSE I DIDNOT DIE, I AM ALIVE BUT CANNOT SAY IT WITH CONFIDENCE THAT WHETEHER I AM LIVING A LIFE OF A HUMAN OR ANY DISEMBODIED SOUL.
FIRST SPIRITUAL BREAKTHROUGH
AFTER THE THIRD BITCH(BENGALI BRAHMIN) CONFIRMED HER MARRIAGE WITH A BENGALI SUWAR, THE FOURTH BITCH(JHARKHANDI AADIWASI) WHO TOO SHOWED HER AUKAAT BY SIDELINING ME, I TRIED VAGALAMUKHI CHANTING MYSELF AND AS PER THE METHODS TAUGHT BY MY MATERNAL UNCLE, AFTER THE MARRIAGE OF THE BENGALI BRAHMIN BITCH, MY EMOTIONS/THOUGHTS OF SADNESS COMBINED WITH ANGER WHILE DOING THE VAGLAMUKHI CHANTS WERE STRONG ENOUGH TO VIBRATE MY PINEAL GLAND.
MY PINEAL GLAND STARTED VIBRATING HEAVILY, THAT WAS THE TIME WHEN I RESEARCHED ON THE WEB AND FOUND THE WHEREABOUTS OF PINEAL GLAND, IN THE SAME TIME MY MATERNAL UNCLE ALSO TOLD ME THE SAME THAT HE USED TO DO TRATAK TECHNIQUE ALONGWITH VAGLAMUKHI CHANTS TO ACTIVATE AND USE HIS PINEAL GLAND.
MY MATERNAL UNCLE WAS AN ALCHOHOLIC, HE PRAYED TO GODESSES, MAINLY DURGA AND VAGLAMULKHI.
MY FATHER DID TAKE ALCHOHOL BUT MOSTLY HE TOOK THE ORAL CANNABIS AS HE WAS A HARDCORE SHAIVITE AND A GREAT FOODIE.
BHEEM SINGH RATHORE , THE TANTRIK/MAHANT OF KALLA JI(SHESH NAAG’S INCARNATION) SAMPRADAAY WHO DIRECTED MY FATHER TO PERFORM VAGLAMUKHI HAWAN WHEN I CAME BACK TO HOME AFTER THE BENGALI BITCH’S WEDDING, MY PARENTS DID 27 DAYS HAWAN TO GET RID OF THAT BITCH’S INFLUENCE FROM MY BRAIN.
VAGLAMUKHI HOMA WITH BLACK SESAME SEEDS ALONGWITH COW’S CLARIFIED BUTTER REMOVES ALL SORTS OF BLACK MAGIC OR DARK ENERGIES SENT OR ATTACHED BY ANY ENEMY.
AFTER THE 27 DAYS HOMA, I WENT BACK TO DHANBAD, WHERE I HAD MY JOB AS ASSISTANT MANAGER(MINING), BCCL A SUBSIDIARY COMPANY OF COAL INDIA LIMITED.
AFTER THE PINEAL GLAND VIBRATION AND THE HOMA, I GOT A VISION FOR LIFE OF ACTIVATING AND USING THE PINEAL GLAND AND THE SHITTY THING(LADY LOVE) GOT PERMANENTLY ELIMINATED FROM MY SOUL , UNLESS AND UNTILL WHEN I GOT TRAPPED IN THE FAKE LOVE ENERGY OGF THE THIRD BITCH IN THE YEAR 2019, PAID A HEAVY LOSS THIS TIME TOO, GOT MY SOUL PERMANENTLY DAMAGED, BUT FINALLY I AM OVER IT TOO, THIS TIME WITHOUT THE HELP OF ANY TANTRIK/PERSON.
THE HOLY SOUL OF DATURA STRAMONIUM HELPED ME.
IN 2016, AFTER SIX MONTHS OF MY SPIRITUAL BREAKTHROUGH, I LOST MY FATHER AND MATERNAL UNCLE, APART FROM THE MEDICAL INDUSTRY, MY PATERNAL SIDE RELATIVES & BHUPESH MATHUR & BHEEM SINGH RATHORE, I STILL HAVE DOUBT ON MAHA NEECH JHARKHANDI’S FOR THE UNTIMELY DEMISE OF THEM BOTH BECAUSE AFTER THE DEATH OF BHEEM SINGH RATHORE, MY ENERGIES WERE DIRECTED TOWARDS MAHA NEECH JHARKHANDI’S BE IT THE SENIOR MANAGEMENT OF BHARAT COKING COAL LIMITED, MY SENIORS, MY FRIENDS, THE FOURTH BITCH(JHARKHAND’S AADIWASI) AND HER RELATIVES.
FROM 2016 TO 2023, I AM FOLLOWING ALL THE THINGS(CANDLE/MIRROR GAZING, VAGLAMUKHI HAWANS/ VAGLAMUKHI CHANTS/ETHANOL & CANNABIS)COMBINDLY, ALTERNATIVELY FOR GETTING SPIRITUAL BREAKTHROUGH/REVENGES.
AS OF NOW I HAVE HAD LEFT THE ABOVE MENTIONED TECHNIQUES, THE DETAILED EXPERIENCE OF WHICH, I WILL SOON WRITE IN TH E NEXT BLOG.
DATURA STRAMONIUM DIMENSION MAY SHOW THINGS UNREAL OR MADE UP BUT THE SOUL GET SOOTHENS AND PERSONALITY/THINKING GETS CHANGED/ ALTERED IN POSITIVE WAY TO ONE’S OWN BODY AND SOUL BE IT HARSH/NEGATIVE(DARK)FOR OTHERS.
“DATURA STRAMONIUM AND LORD SHIVA“